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PAPA -.-
Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 4:41 AM
 SORRY TO SAYS PAPA / everyday I didn't disturbed you at all , but you are the ONE who was DISTURBING me back , You always being MAD-UP with me , whats wrong with you ? I knw what i'm doing at home , I just do my own works . I didn't bother two of my the lil sis , idk wht do you WANT FROM ME ACT -.- Fyi , I'm not COMPLICATED the WAY YOU TALK TO ME , the WAY YOU ACT TO YOUR KIDS AND ALSO MUM . okayy , I understand everyday you searching money for OUR FAMILY aite , I knew you're so tired when you arrived at HOME . I do always BEING UNDERSTAND ALL ABOUT YOU . but WHAT ABOUT YOU TO ME ? do you always TALK TO ME ? do you always get to know about my PROBS ? I DON'T THINK SO >< the things I always see INFORNT OF MY EYES ; you LIKE JOKING WITH TWO OF LIL SIS , had some LAUGHED with them , but HOW BOUT ME BACK ? AT HOME ; SOMETIMES IM REALLY QUITE , SOMETIMES I CRY , SOMETIMES I'M HURTING , SOMETIMES I WAS WONDERING WHEN I'LL DIE , stupid rite ? BUT YOU DIDN'T FEEL MY FEELING . ONLY ME CAN FEEL AND GOD ONLY KNOWS ;) I DO BELIEVES WITH (ALLAH) . wanna know y ? BECAUSE I'm TIRED with WHO I AM . I always feel compelled to end conversations like this with an “it's okay though” or / But I'm not going to do that here . Because I want to be honest about how I'm (: MY WORDS FOR YOU ; I SEE THE WORLD , I FEEL THE CHILL ,WHICH WAY TO GO IS WINDOWSWILL , DEAR DAD , can you see me now (?) I am myself , LIKE YOU SOMEHOW AND WHERE IM BELONG :) I HOPE YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE , THERE YOU GO :D |
